Through my eyes, The story

Expectations vs. Reality

Today I thought I had gotten a good nights sleep in the first time in months. Yet when I get to school I completely mess up the morning news and in my first period, which is math, I couldn’t even do basic arithmetic. The day just started off wrong and continued on that path.

On another note, I haven’t confronted that girl whom I’ve been mad for, lately the feelings have been a bit less, or at least they aren’t so, how do I put this… punching me in the face? I am calmer around her and am enjoying our friendship, probably because that’s about how close I will ever get to her. Hehe…

Fun Fact~

Most of the time I dress up because I am feeling deppresed or angry, something negative, instead of because I am happy or excited.

So There’s This Girl…

I’m in love with her, but I’ve asked her out before and been rejected. She says she can never see me in that way, and now we are just friends. However today, I was walking in the hall and saw her so I snuck up on her and spooked her. After her shock she said “BJ, Jeeze, don’t scare me like that” (something along those lines) and then said “but, I still love you though.” I’ve never heard this before, and since I am still in love with her hearing the words were something else, really something else. So for a moment I stood like an idiot just staring at her and then said “I love you too.” Of course my I love you meant as more then friends, but, whatever.